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| Okay, highlights of my day: NONE.
A tita visited from Davao, yadda yadda yadda. Hay, ewan. I'm not really
into this Xanga thing anymore. I'm getting bored with my guitar lessons
pero I'm still going to continue it, malay mo magsisi ako. Kieran [my
brother] is going to take piano lessons a UP Abelardo Hall. Yeah.
Maaasar ko na siya when he has recitals.
I've been thinking a lot about college. A lot of you probably know that
I'm going to study in UST. I'm interested in joining the paper, The
Varsitarian, kaso one thing is really bugging me. Do I have a shot?
Yeah, nakapasok ako sa Blue View, pero it's a High School Paper. This
one, is like, sort of major. Writing for the paper of the most Royal
and Pontifical University? Iba yan, pare. I've been thinking a lot
about it. I just might give it a shot, you know.
Hay, ewan.
Tae. I'm going to college. Kolehiyala amp.
Ayus ba layout? The Killers! WHOOO!!! Akala nyo, may araw dun malalaman
ko kung panu gumawa ng Xanga layout. Actually meron na dito half
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| Whoo. Hindi ko na alam. Anyway, wala lang, nawawalan lang ako ng gana
sa lahat ng bagay. And when I say "lahat ng bagay", I actually mean
everything.
Have there been any times na you think of other people you actually
like and feel as if you really hate them and wish you'd never met them?
Yun. Ewan. It just feels like that sometimes. Yung tipong I really want
to be alone (and physically I am) pero the world just keeps on
interfering. Buhay talaga oo. Yesterday I was in such a good mood.
Ngayon pag gising ko, ganito. Damn. Pero, if I were to choose, I'd keep
this nalang. I'd rather be myself instead of those other sheltered,
ignorant people who live in a wonderland of their own. That's just
plain annoying. Everytime I see f*cking people like that, I just want
to rip out my hair and scream, "I don't f*cking care if your day was
great or whatever, just don't fucking rub it in my face, you f*cking...
*followed by another string of profanity, bad enough for the person on
the recieving end to go deaf for a year, tops.*"
Some people at school see me as a "people person" or whatever. But
sometimes I just get sick of that. I'm sort of like an introverted
extrovert. But to others I'm just an extrovert. A f*cking plain
extrovert. Shit.
Putcha. Kain muna ako.
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I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm
I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true
you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!
[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true | | |
| Whaapak! Badtrip! Di ko to naaasikaso. Nakakainis kasi eh tamad ako
gumamit ng file storage. Walanya nakakamatay itong buhay na itech. Si
pinsan nagalayas from Davao to Marikina, tindi no? Si klasmyet din
naglayas. Hay naku. Ako naman, nalilito. Sino ba talaga gusto ko? Si
Neon, Frequency or si....... YUN? Yung last wala pang nakakaalam niyan
pero balak kong ikwento kay Bea. Weird kasi feeling pag di niya alam
kasi usually pag kasama ko yan bigla ko nalang mababanggit mga
nangyayari sa buhay ko, yun pala di niya alam tungkol dun. Pati ako
walang balita sa kanya. Howel. Walanya.
Badtrip. Lyf. Enrollment na sa Thursday wala kong ka-alam alam kung san ako pupunta. Di ko pa alam pasikot sikot dun. Graah.
Hay, tanga tanga ko talaga. Di ako marunong gumawa ng Xanga skin. Balang araw. Matututo rin ako. Pinapangako ko yan.
Hay. Astig talaga My Chemical Romance. Hay napakalungkot nitong buhay
na to. Iniisip ko pa siyyyaaaa. Haynaku. Bukas ko nalang aayusin itong
lanyang Xanga na to. Matutulog na ako at mananaginip tungkol sa kanyaaa.
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| Hey! Haha. Nakalimutan ko may xanga pa pala ako na dapat i-manage.
Anyway, sorry for that hiatus. :) I'm currently looking for a new skin
for this Xanga. Kaka-bore na si Alicia Keys. Oh well.
Hmm.. Ang tagal ng mom ko. We're going to the bank para mag withdraw
and then to Zagu. Hehe! Yippee! :) Anyway, tagal niya. Naliligo pa
yata! I'm watching another teen flick. What a Girl Wants. Yung kay
Amanda Bynes. Wala lang, I think Oliver James is hot.
I'm thinking of opening up another LiveJournal account. Wala lang, I
think having an LJ would be cool. Kasi most of my online buddies (e.g.
Kiel, etc.) Not the gay Kiel from DPS. Kiel from Brent. :) His site:
http://www.obfuscati0n.org
Howel. Anyway, I don't know if this site is up again, but if it is, do join Sulong! http://www.sulong.org
Anyway, sige, my mom and I are going na. Argh. The colors of my xanga
are SO NOT ME! Well, anong magagawa ko? I'll change it later. Gotta go!
I'll fix this entry up when I get home. | | |
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